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(no subject)	[Aug. 2nd, 2009\|02:06 pm]
baby if they ask me. i would say I dont even know your name. and when they ask me: does it change? no it dont change a thing. cause its something about the way you love me. and its something about the way you know me. that I cant explain enough.
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temporarily.	[Jul. 10th, 2009\|07:30 pm]
beautiful things are never meant t be mine. i probably will get t own them, but they will never genuinely be mine. and after the initial contentment, you'd have fallen deeper then you were. the feeling of devastation that grinds on the raw side of your heart. there must be something wrong with me. since this has always been happening in repetition. i must be losing myself in frustration. TGIF. tday has been a rather mundane day. pretty lost about econs. i'll barely pass i hope. sometimes i dont even know what i'm doing. gp's still full of crap. i have the world's worst gp teacher. he doesn't even practise any teacher values. and school ended on a low note. it must be the weather. it has to be.
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(no subject)	[Jun. 28th, 2009\|07:27 pm]
just had mom's cooking. the first in probably, 8 months. it was awesome.
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(no subject)	[Jun. 23rd, 2009\|09:29 pm]
just finished reading a rather, boring, book. i think the author wrote it in some rush fer a deadline his editor gave or sth, because it has no plot whatsoever, it's rather immature, and being immature, it still does not captivates (this i am sure) young teens . sigh! i want t join a book club, on a contrary t what everybody else thinks. and i seriously need t complete my novel. at least now i have an inkling on why writers take ages t finish a book. and i may need t expand my storyline t some trilogy but i'm such an amateur at this is sucks t think of writing a trilogy. you start comparing yourself t tamora pierce and nora roberts and zomfg, you feel so tiny. like singapore vs USA. rarrrrr. library these few days. lit retreat on thursday. i think i need t go fer fat camp. i feel myself getting fatter .
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bogus.	[Jun. 19th, 2009\|06:18 pm]
do you know how absurd it sounds when a librarian walks up t you and say ' studying in the library is banned from tmr onwards. you can only read from now on.' reading as a form of pleasure, most people do at home. reading texts fer research and the damn exams, are reasons why libraries are available in the first place. ohmygosh, yes librarian, some sort of analactical processing has definitely have t go through your pea-sized brain before you actually announce the most ridiculous statement to commuters of the national library. yes librarian, in your world, people are blind, the world is stupid, and you're wonder woman.
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thursday blues.	[Jun. 18th, 2009\|08:26 pm]
a straight 3 hours of studying. that's pretty much it. sigh! at least vietnam , burma and malaya are closer t me now. they better stay that way. if not i'll go bomb the islands fer what is worth. RARR. bry jack damien nic jx came over tday. didn't manage t wake up t nic's call at 8 plusplus am. ahh they didn't do alot at the gym anyway. somehow my house is never productive. not even once. i mean, you just start fantasizing, like a huge mansion, glassy walls, finger-padded rooms, libraries filled with thousands of books. an actual study room , audio speakers; one hail , the next moment your food is served wherever you are. okay shit, aunt flo and jonathan has that. wicked shit i tell ya. i'm gna own one of those houses in the future. its a thought. paradise on earth. a damn freaking good thought.
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shenn on rant.	[Jun. 16th, 2009\|03:01 pm]
i should really stop waking up at 12 or 1-ish. it's driving me nuts. god knows how many of you out there have told me i'm gna have a weird clocktime when sch reopens. school reopens. rarr i already hate that thought. i am starting t think of me being a drama queen over everything in a sense that even i myself find myself ignorant and particularly annoying most of the time. maybe its's because of all the big fiascos that's been happening. and t think i'm not already ugly enough, with my big ass and singly eyelids (yesyesyes major fcukup) okay major fcukups actually happen because fer 1. on side A, 1 person fcuks up. 2. on side B, person fcuks up. 3. both sides fcuk up. 4. external factors let's say screwups themselves fcuk everything up fer side A and B. 5.or when nobody clears up rubbish and vomit and we go on a wild rampage fer a hellish long period of time. my life revolves around majoy fcukups these days. and everyone gets utterly washed out and drained over it. Life should just be about the kind of sappy fictional films you see in cinemas fer once. then major fcukups will Always have a happy ending.
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a thousand times of love love love.	[Jun. 14th, 2009\|05:00 pm]
Hoho so i'm eighteen. it sparks of a revelation in some ways doesn't it. like some metamorphosis of a butterfly. nahh, that happens when i turn 21. but still, its a big woah. 11th of june i had a great time in a chalet with a few of my dearest friends in the world. i got slammed by most of the guys. Including razak. i swear my boobs were flattened even more than they are now rarrr. i came early with bry and jack. since the others all had classes. i thank all of you fer compromising t the date set. and t be there with me t pass off this big day of mine. <3 haha! thanks fer the rather big diapers. sheesh even my mom laughed her arse off at it. and seriously, MY ASS AINT THAT BIG RARR. i had alot of fun and i wouldn't have wanted t spend it any other way. ;D hoho, nic learnt how t cycle, bry's flighty while blading, we woke up at 5am fer nth because the sun rised from the other side from where we were (some epic fail). had a fair amount of tekken, cake smashing, blading, laughter and joy. i received 4 pairs of underwears. zomfg j.kong and celisse gave me this red hot sexy number ftw. slut soap from syafiq and fel. lolll. thanks lizhong and co, fer the really epic looking lamp. thanks booon fer a really pretty momento box <3 love it loads, lohyee fer awesome goodwoodparkhotel's durian puffs zomfg yesyesyes, kjq and d fer the book of listography its really useful ;D, dom fer cookies and a great book by john green <3, shawn fer his. disc of what-not -.-, qianting's mystery present (hahah <333333) , and jiacheng's surprises thanks dude :) . thanks t everyone fer turning up and yes, fer the 2 awesome cakes. ;D yesterday's blast of a birthday was spent with my dearest mates ;D flea market zomfg at the f1 building! i wished i brought more moneyy! all the blogshops were basically having a sale of clothes shoes and accessories fer under 25 bucks. hahahhaaha, had a great time scouting, but i didnt think it was enough t be honest! hohoho. wman sold her polaroid and bought a new camera so similar t bry's. awesome quality. so tempting t get one myself . thanks t jeanne fer her homemade maademia nut brownie. awesome. who would've thought that jeanne actually baked and was successful LOL. <3 veron fer her photobook zomfg lovely. its so nostalgic looking at it! HAHAHA wman and val fer their cheesepie. cheated cause val's aunt made it! but it's delicious. like wooot. went over t astons fer dinner. didnt drink in the end, went t the arcade t waste some money gees all those no lifers hogging a particular game fer hours. What are they. gosh maybe they're even saving up t buy the freaking machine. hog all you want buzzers. i brought mom's chanel's bag out that day. i came home with a few scratches on it. =X and acted as if i didnt know a single thing about it. lesson: never t bring a chanel bag t a flea market.
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Change.	[Jun. 7th, 2009\|03:15 pm]
This date last year i was at ecp with this bunch of people. I received the best diary\journal as a present. i miss blading. sigh! next week is coming though ;D and im pretty looking forward t blading again. and more tekken tekken tekken. HAHA. well this year, im at home because its raining and we can't go swimming. the people in the photo are probably studying, or enjoying themselves somewhere someplace.im not in major contact with most of em alrdy. yes im feeling pretty weird and woozy now. talking t er now. meeting up with her next friday i miss her like zomfg x1000. rarrr. hope ahboon's doing fine. im stoning. im bored t tears. i need more entertainment. RARRR :( haha i love this photo because of my hair. haahahhahaa. okay random. exclass. its just wasted because damien did a really gd job on this. i wished it wasnt just a file photo or sth.
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crack; pot; estacy;	[Jun. 5th, 2009\|10:38 pm]
Huge, Crazy obession over tekken 6. what has the arcade done t you hmm. addiction. so seductive and coy. met up with jeanne tday. went crazy talking bout sales. spent a rather unproductive day at starbucks oh yes with notes and befuzzlled minds. i couldnt take it anymore so i called damien up fer tekken6 at clementi rarrrr. yes spent 10 over coins Only on tekken6. it's my current crack. someone or something. please lead me to salvation zomfg. visions so insane travelling, unravelling through my brain he's a puzzle to solve.
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